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Alone  

NonVanillaDom 60M
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3/3/2015 8:56 am
Alone

I feel so alone today. A small person in a giant world. Slowly losing my grasp on what little I can still control in this world. Things are spiraling out of my control. Death is all around me. You walk into this feeling of chaos, not knowing how much I need you. I need your pain.

I order you to strip. You hear it in my voice. You become docile hoping it will appease my anger, but knowing deep inside you it will just fuel my need to inflict intense feelings on you since I am incapable of feeling them.

I hand you a collar and leash, and you collar yourself. I lead you to the garage and place you on all fours with your face buried into the blanket on the floor. Your ass is high in the air. You know what is coming and reach your hands back spreading your ass. Exposing your vulnerable sex.

You are forced to use a Fleets enema. A five minute timer is set. You must hold your bowels as they fill with water. You can feel the stretching as your stomach extends. When the timer goes off you flee to the bathroom. The closest one is in the garage and the door won’t close. You know I can hear your most animalistic behavior as you shit your guts out. There is no hiding behind dainty disguises and water and gas runs from your rectum with the accompanying sounds. Relief and<b> humiliation </font></b>register on your face simultaneously. Afterwards you clean-up quickly and re-enter the garage.

I have the large glass butt plug on the table. You know how cold that glass is because you had placed it in the refrigerator last night. I hand you rubber gloves and lube. You start to lube your rectum. You know that this particular butt plug will require three fingers to stretch yourself enough to accommodate. You slowly work one, then two, and finally three inside your ass, pulling and stretching the opening.

You hold yourself open and the cold glass enters you chilling your bottom quickly. Before you can react I order you to stand. I take you by your leash and lead you through the back door into the backyard. It is 32 degrees outside and your body revolts. The glass butt plug already has your core temperature lowered. Now your nipples harden, your skin shrinks, and your genitalia wants to crawl up inside you. I tap your inner thighs with the end of the leash and you spread your legs. You almost scream when you see me holding the nipple clamps. You do scream as they bite into your cold, hard nipples.

Next the stainless steel dildo that has been sitting outside on the table is lubed. It is pressed into your pussy until the cold tip touches your cervix. You are made to hold it there. I go back inside, leaving you in the cold. Your head begins to fall as you suffer the cold and pain in silence. You do it because your master needs it. Your eyes close. How long has it been?

You feel the tug of the leash. You are lead back inside. Both cold objects are removed from your openings. The removal of the nipple clamps causes blood to flow back into your nipples causing stinging pain. You are wrapped in a thick blanket and placed in front of a gas heater.

I go back into the house.

Thanks for reading,
NonVanillaDom

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