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Blogs > phoenix71rebirth > Flamed by the Phoenix

The World At Large  

phoenix71rebirth 52F
181 posts
4/23/2017 4:42 am
The World At Large

Hello people.

In the past week some of you have fortunately or unfortunately caught my cam - where you hear some music playing - that's me singing solo or duets and you see me smile, laugh and maybe respond to strange requests with typically dorky quirky responses.

My cam yesterday illicited a comment that I might be making the site respectable by remaining dressed and staying off giving Anatomy 101 with servings of OBGYN visuals.

Like I always say it takes all kinds of people to make life interesting.

To those of you who have taken the time to chat and joke along ... and made me laugh and smile - Thank You - you have no idea how you've helped.

To those of you who have taken time to drop me messages saying you find me real/genuine and that you enjoyed my cam - thank you ... am glad in some small way, I made you smile too.

With the last 8months a lot of negative energy and mental state has plagued me. I got to such a low point, ending not just my life but my 2 amazing daughters possessed me for a few days - the root of this really something as ridiculous as money the lack thereof.

But I also always say, I am blessed by the love of so many people from all corners of the world who take time to send me their good wishes and positive vibes, people who have given or loaned me money to keep going inspite of everything.

Fact nothing has changed - still job hunting. But lately I am really trying VERY hard to find my balance with the Universe and God that I want to give thanks for the experiences good or bad that I am going through.

Perhaps I am still being shaped and molded into the person I am meant to be. And in doing so this journey is opening me up to so many other people - each with their own stories.

And I realise, and am now really working this self doubt and culling my demons - I owe myself happiness - in whatever form that comes to me I shall welcome it and be grateful for it.

Keep sending me your good wishes - and I shall keep thanking the Universe for the unseen wellwishers who give me strength in my darkness.

God Bless and the Phoenix is on yet another rebirth ... we can only get better yes?

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