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Farewell to trust.
Farewell to trust. You are knocking on that door, Trying to grasp the meaning, You aim to hold me still, Feeling my heartbeat quickly beating, You sense somewhere deep inside that soon I will be fleeing. You take a hold of me and feel my silent, stifled scream. Not knowing who or what may be the demons I am fighting. Never knowing why, but you know you must keep trying. Because you know inside of me that I am slowly dying. As I cling to you shrieking, shuddering, crying. And I struggle doing my best to keep my hands clenched upon your chest. Wanting you to hold me tight make me know I will be all right. But I cannot voice those words, they are ones that are seldom heard. To show a side of me that is one of pure need, Not one of want or desire like I am so often mired. If I were to speak aloud it would grow higher. The things that haunt me throughout the night and my waking hours. with you do I feel calm. Trusting you feels like a balm upon my shattered soul. Once again you know just what I need to soothe my soul. You reach for and pull closer, As you wrap your arms around and push your leg between my thighs, While stepping closer invading my space, I turn my head off to the side and you lift my chin up to your eyes you feel my silent sigh. My fists unclench from your chest as your hands reach for my breasts, I feel you between my legs not forcing, but pressing.withvyour need. My thoughts are coalescing, As my terror slowly eases. You release my chin, it no longer needs to be trapped, Within your strong fingers, to hold my gaze. Like a match held to my flame, you ignited me again. The passion and desires I see mirrored in your eyes, more so. With a need so great, brings pain for to see, Your want to help and set free release and set free to be all I've ever wanted to be. I reached between us touching you watching as your eyes grow darker, as they smolder, As if like you, I held a match and ignited you just like that. How brightly this passion burns before the world could not ever turn, Another , another hour, another moment, in time. You have imprinted on my soul, So many wonders it cannot hold anymore it's overfilled. But you keep pouring more inside me still. It's flooding me and overflowing, running like a river through every fiber of my being. I will never find another quite as gentle, kind and giving, As is standing right before me. Unafraid, though times so unyielding, keeping parts from prying eyes. Those that he tries to deny, but I am learning. The more he comforts and calms my soul that he too cries for rest, From all the things that plague him and with that notion, I take motion. I so want to be that balm that calms, That which he brings unbidden, and at times unwanted, But steadfast, pure and never hidden from me, pouring from those eyes. They possess me, as he truly had the key. Which was needed to set me free, As he had always had promised me. ~ V 💋 |
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Very deep V. Trust is monumental. Take a look at me and let me know if you'd like to chat more. Cheers
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2/2/2021 12:34 pm |
Deep trust is what we need in every thing we do.
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As any braille translator will tell you.When a man knows a woman's true intentions trust is the last thing she can count on! Yet smitten belies trust as well as any emotional outcome.A machine is a machine is a machine! Using more than all the road!
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