Bitch Time!!
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Posted:Aug 19, 2016 8:59 am
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2022 1:46 pm
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I just have to bitch for a minute...
Yes, I have an open line of communication with my husband. He knows I am on here. Yes, I tell him when I meet someone. And the day he says he's not ok with it, I will stop. This is fun but my marriage is my forever.
I don't pass judgment on anyone who doesn't have this type of relationship but instead it's like I'm being judged. I get told, well I don't know, your husband knows. Yes, so I don't go behind his back. I'm honest. I get punished for being honest so should I lie? Tell them my husband doesn't know. Does that make it more exciting?
I mean, come on.. you are on a sex site. You are open enough to meet someone for sex but you can't understand open and honest communication??
Then why contact me? My profile states it all.. so why start talking to me? Getting me involved in getting to know you, when you have no clue what YOU want??
Ok.. I am done ranting now.. 
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We Got MARRIED!!!
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Posted:Dec 30, 2015 12:47 pm
Last Updated:Jun 10, 2016 11:46 am
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So.. I thought I would update everyone..
I got married to someone I met on here 10 years ago. If you look back on my earlier blog posts, we had been flirting about seeing each other. We met and had been best friends for about 4 years. Then it turned to love.
We moved in together and we knew that we were going to get married it was just a matter of time.
We planned last year but his mom got extremely ill and ended up passing away at the end of last year and then the middle of this year, my brother passed away - he was 59.
We finally decided we were just going to set a date and get married. We didn't want a big wedding anyway. We got married in front of a waterfall with close family. It was beautiful. It did snow just as I walked to him - I mean it was outdoors on October 17 in Buffalo. What did we expect..lol But it was what we wanted. It was great.
I got my happily ever after. Who would have thought it would have started on a site that is mostly for sex?? lol Love starts in strange places.
This site taught us to trust in each other so much. We communicate about each step we take. He was on here but someone hacked into his account. He was Big E.
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Being a friend or walking away????
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Posted:Aug 24, 2015 12:17 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2015 4:18 am
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So I meet B. He was amazing... just perfect. Could curl my toes like no other. The chemistry was electric. We could talk about everything...
And then...
I started seeing the cracks... He comes with a lot of baggage. (don't we all). Now he's married. So when he would get into an argument with her or have a stressful day, I would get "punished" (not a good, sexual way). He would hide. No call, no text, no email. I didn't get into a fight with him but I might as well have. So I decided to end it once, but we worked it out.
Then he freaked and decided to end it.. we worked it out..
I noticed, he loves attention from me emails, texts, etc.. but hard to give it back. Funny thing is, a guy before him, G.. was the same way, told me that he loved me texting him and but try to get him to understand that I like attention to??? What the hell is up with guys lately? I don't understand. They crave the attention but forget to give it back.
So he tells me he loves me... I'm cool with feelings. But I really began to wonder if he understands what love means. Because he says the words but I think he just wants to feel things but doesn't.
So he keeps backing out and disappearing .. then Saturday.. We finally decide this is it, we are going to continue seeing each other.. say good night.. and Sunday.. I send 2 texts.. NOTHING.. Today... I'm blocked from his phone. What the fuck???
We made plans on Saturday for Tuesday.. I can't believe I am so fucking stupid..
And guys wonder why women go stalking guys.. This is the shit right there.. BECAUSE you fuck with women.... I have been easy going.. He has even said that to me..
By the way... one of the disappearing times was the weekend of my 59 yr old brother's funeral. And I gave him a pass. I just said its ok. I'm still grieving. You still help me. He couldn't be by my side because I do have a fiancée (who does know all about this) but he felt bad that he didn't comfort me at all by text and added more stress to me.
He says he's worried about being burnt.. and yet, he burnt me, over and over again.
I told him, he's a friend, first and foremost, I want to help him. But at this point, I don't feel like friends can even be an option.
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Oral experiences..
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Posted:Feb 22, 2014 7:59 am
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2015 11:39 am
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I was talking to someone the other day and he said something and I am not sure I answered it to his satisfaction but I was being honest. Then again, honesty, something I am not sure all can handle. lol
So anyway, let me put it out there in blog heaven and see what all of you think.
He made the comment that he loves giving oral. Well, I love getting it .. BUT.. this is such a touchy (no pun intended) subject.
To me, this is an issue that not all are good at. No matter how hard to try to teach men or maybe women, they just don't get it. So they may have better talents but the oral aspect just isn't one of them. Guys brag how good they are at everything but when it comes down to it, some really aren't. lol I tried to explain it this way, a guy once told me, that there is no such thing as a bad blow job as long as you cum. You just might not go back to them again because of technique. Well, as a woman, I know if a guys technique is off, I ain't cumming. lol At least not without the use of toys or my own fingers. Which if that's the case, why would I have him go down on me again? We can just skip that part, right?
Now the other issue is length of time there. Guys make me laugh when they say, I can do it for hours and hours... REALLY??? Why the hell would you need to?? I don't want a guy licking my pussy raw for hours and hours. I mean, unless you don't have a cock and can't fuck me. But even still, not even an hour. Has anyone really timed one hour eating a pussy?? Try it. It's a long time. I want the main course. 
Now this is me. Maybe I am the only woman that feels this way. Could be. I am not trying to start World War III here, just my thoughts and feelings on this subject. I do love it but I hate to say to a guy I love it and then he goes there once and I never let him do it again because he is really awful. lol Then I have to explain. lol I mean, I do understand men can say the same about women and giving blow jobs. I just have never experienced that with guys. I have never had a guy say You are horrible. lol The only time I have ever tried to give a guy a so so blow job is when I never ever wanted to see him again. lol But even still I am always willing to learn on giving head.
The problem I know I have with giving head is the guy needs to be vocal and really into it. The more he is into it, the more I am. The more dominant, the better. Pulling my hair, forcing himself into my mouth. Oh yeah. The better I am. That is hot to me. So that's another question for everyone, does the way a woman reacts or talks or moves make a difference in how into it you are??
I have eaten a woman out but I haven't spent that much time alone with a woman that hasn't been in a threesome to find all these things out myself. lol So usually the whole situation is exciting. lol
I would love to know your thoughts. Have a great Saturday!! And stay warm. I know its freezing in WNY!
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Thank you to those respectful men out there.
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Posted:Feb 18, 2014 1:54 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2014 5:36 pm
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I could talk about the guys that still amaze me with the lack of respect that they show on this site but you know, I am not going to give them that much time. I am actually going to talk about the nice guys I have met on here. Besides my amazing soon to be husband, I have been some real gentlemen. There are actually some guys out there, that even though this is a sex site, email with respect and treat me with kindness (until it's time to be not so nice..lol) I respect those men. Some haven't made it anywhere yet. We are just talking, some we have become friends, some have run it's course and I am sure there are more to meet but I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for being gentlemen and being respectful and getting to know me. That makes this a very enjoyable and hot experience for all involved. Thank you again.
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Saying Goodbye....
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Posted:Dec 10, 2013 10:30 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2015 10:30 pm
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Seriously, I don't get people. What happened to saying Goodbye when you have been talking to someone and now you aren't interested?? Close things out. I mean, I have had to tell someone goodbye but at least I do it. It isn't right to just leave someone hanging.. oh then, the best ones are the leavers that come back.. I have a few that piss me off like that. Talk then don't talk and then talk..etc.. I mean, ok, friends that's fine but I don't have any sexual interest in someone that just disappears then reappears.. don't even think we are having sex.. I lose interest. Now if you say, hey, I am having a busy time... can't really feel like I can do my best right now... can we talk when things calm down? Then maybe.. depending on the situation but just to walk out and then back in, forget it. I just had someone that I was very interested in. Ok, he lives a couple of states away but is in the area enough and we talked then he disappeared.. So I am done. Had he said, anything, it would have been better but nothing? Really guys where the hell are your manners?? Just because this is a sex site, manners mean a lot when you are talking to someone. We are people behind the computer or phone screens. REAL FLESH and BLOOD human beings, we deserve to be treated like such. If you can't handle that, don't bother to contact me. I want fun but I want respect and honesty. Funny that so many say that same thing but yet, they don't really know how to give it.
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Read.... lol
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Posted:Feb 11, 2013 3:55 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 8:45 pm
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I know I have probably written about this a couple times but it is worth repeating. LOL I don't even want to hear from a guy that women don't respond to them. Well, if you don't even remotely do what we ask or say we want in our profiles, why should we waste our time? I don't tell every horny guy to write to me. For example, I read a profile, see what they have to say and if they have the qualities I am looking for and I could be someone they would be interested in, I write. I don't send xrated pics or my phone number or anything that they might have said in the profile that they don't like. No big deal.
But guys, it seems like you are out just sending to 50 women hoping 1 will call. I don't want to be just one of the masses. I know the reality of it but that doesn't mean I don't deserve a little romance or courting. All women are entitled to the romance, if they want it. Look, do it or don't do it, doesn't make a difference to me because I am getting what I need. For all you guys that are jerks, there are many more that aren't. So they are getting what you guys are screwing up. I am not hurting for men. So choice is yours. But don't expect an email from me if you can't follow directions. I am done with the NOT interested email when you send me cock pics.
By the way, to all the wonderful, amazing men out there that do listen to a woman, Thank you soo much.
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Where are you?
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Posted:Dec 21, 2012 8:11 am
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2013 12:24 pm
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I am really getting annoyed by guys emailing me and asking where I am and how far it is. Please.. figure it out for yourself. First, on a person's profile, it states how far away you are and then if you still want to know, GOOGLE IT. Why are we such a society of tell me instead of figuring it out for ourselves?? When looking at profiles, I see how far they are and if it really is a place I haven't heard, I check out on a map.
I know crazy.......
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I am back!
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Posted:Mar 27, 2012 9:14 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2012 7:17 pm
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I am back!!
So it's been a while since I have posted anything so I thought I would start out with my biggest pet peeve. The dumb guy email!!!
Why, oh why, do guys still write these? I would have thought they would have gotten better by now. Guys still write one liners like - You avail?, You wanna?.. or Hi with their cell number. Of course, there are a variety of these but they are all about the same. I did get one girl that emailed me and I am pretty sure it is a guy that wrote the profile. The profile wasn't filled out and just the way things were said, it sound like it was coming from a man. I didn't respond.
Oh that's another thing. You really want a response, write an intelligent email. If you aren't going to be sincere at this point, I am not going to waste my time with a response. I get too many emails. If you aren't smart enough to write more than 3 words, then you don't deserve a response. My time is too precious. So here is your response... Not Interested. LOL
I need someone that can stimulate my mind not just my body. I will get bored if not. I am just being honest. I know some don't like that, then don't read my profile or email me. I am not asking you to.
Just my opinion!!!
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Way to long..
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Posted:Apr 24, 2010 5:32 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 8:45 pm
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It's been way to long since I have had any girl time. I crave some female caresses and kisses. Don't get me wrong love my man but there is just something about being with a woman.
Just need to find the right woman and take the time and have some fun. Soon I hope.
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Changes...
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Posted:Apr 13, 2010 3:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2010 5:28 am
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Wanted to let everyone know what's been going on in my life.
Well, Ed and I are still together. The ex and I were still living together for financial reasons. He got this bitch of a girlfriend that is married and says she's getting a divorce but hasn't done anything yet. She has been trying to push me out of the house for months now. I came home from Ed's house and she had taken my clothes out of my dresser so she could have room for her stuff. My ex never said anything. Then she took down pictures of me and my ex said nothing. I was still paying the mortgage and other bills there.
Then the final straw comes when he buys a dining room table and harasses me to get the other one out. He calls me at work and all the time to make sure I get this table out so he can bring in his. I tell him I will take care of it but he constantly calls me about it. Then he starts in about moving out. I had told him mid to end of summer. We agreed apon it. But I should have known that he would back out on that agreement. She was pushing him so he wanted me out sooner. But yet when it was just the two of us, he was cuddling with me and telling me that he wanted to be with me still and that he knows things aren't going to work out with her anyway. That he still misses and loves me.
Last week was the final nail in the coffin. After all the phone calls and harassment, I started to have trouble breathing and chest pains. There was also a pain in my left arm. My blood pressure went high and it lasted for awhile. Ed said that was enough I was going to the ER. So we sat there for 6 hours while they tested me and my cardiac enzymes were elevated so they retested 2 hours later and they were better. They said it could have been an anxiety attack. I needed to reduce the stress.
So the following day, doesn't the ex call me and start harassing me AGAIN. This time Ed stepped in. (My knight) He had enough of this and he wasn't going to let me go back into that house. So the following day, we got a U-Haul and packed up 90% of my things. The ex came home during this and was pissed that there was a moving van in front of his house and I was leaving him. I told him why, this is what you wanted. This is what you were pushing me to do. So I am gone. He was so miserable. I actually felt a little happy to see him like that. I wanted him to hurt. He thought I was just going to always be there and take this and never really leave. Well I did.
I am soo much happier now. I am living with half of my stuff in a storage unit and I have to drive an hour to work and an hour back but until I can find another job. (any job) I will do it. My sanity and my health is more important. Ed and I are loving it and we couldn't be happier. I love him so much and he loves me too. I am so lucky to have him in my life. Funny thing is.. I owe it to Black Flirting.
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Valentines Day 2010
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Posted:Feb 14, 2010 5:05 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2012 7:33 am
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I just reread my post from 2007. Wow, I really hated Valentine's Day. I guess I have just been with the wrong person all my life. Since meeting Ed, he has always made me feel special but ever since last May when we finally told each other that we were in love with each other, he has made me feel so loved. Gosh, loved doesn't begin to describe it. Loved, wanted, needed, special, comforted, feeling like I do matter and that I am perfect the way that I am (flaws and all). He loves me for me. All things combined, its so amazing. We had such an amazing Valentine's weekend. We are so good together. I never knew it could be like this. He has always told me he loves so this weekend wasn't out of the ordinary. It just made it wonderful. I love the fact that we have the same interests and wants.
He wants to please me and I just want to please him. We did have a great time friday night. We had a room all weekend in Syracuse at a great hotel with a pool and hot tub. We decide to go to a strip club so that I could get a little attention from some strippers and boy did I and we.
We got there and they were handing out roses to the females in the couples. They also had special for lap dances 2 for 1. So this one girl sits down and I remember her from before and I do like her. So she talked with me for awhile and kissed my neck and said she liked to do couples dances and if we wanted one, just let her know. She got up after awhile and this valley girl said down about 20 mins later. She seemed like she was high or just didn't have 2 brain cells to begin with. When she went to sit down she knocked over my drink and it went everywhere. Then she was trying to talk to me when the 1st girl was dancing and Ed put dollars up for me so she was taking my tits out and sucking on them. It was great. Finally the valley girl got up and left. I wasn't going to get a dance from her. So then I was putting money up for Ed and the dancer came over and was dancing for him and I. A couple more dancers came up and we kept putting dollars up for each other and then we decided that we wanted the 1st girl to do a lap dance for us.
She took us back and we paid the money and sat on the couch. She was already naked. She took my tits out and started sucking on one and had Ed start sucking on the other. Then she started kissing me. Then Ed kissed me and then the three of us were kissing. Then Ed and I started sucking on her nipples together. We started out sucking on different nipples then moved to the same nipple. Our tongues flicked together on her nipple. Our hands were roaming all over her body while her knee was massaging my pussy though my pants. Off course while things were getting really hot, the timer when off. We did stay for another dance. We continue the licking, sucking and kissing. I was so close to cumming. It was so hott. So of course, the timer went off and we decided that that was enough. LOL
So we headed back to the hotel for our own fun. We had body paints, hot massage oil and a new toy.
Just a great weekend of movie, sex, family and love. I do like Valentine's Day. I love Love. I love Ed. He is amazing. No he isn't perfect. He is a man after all. LOL But just as he loves me for my faults, I love him the same. He is my best friend and I am his. We are making plans for our future. I can say that and not be scared. I know with him, I am where I am meant to be.
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The Split..
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Posted:Dec 29, 2009 2:05 pm
Last Updated:Jan 2, 2010 12:26 pm
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Well, its over.
The relationship with the boyfriend/fiancee. We finally ended it. It was a horrible end but we decided that it needed to end in order for us to try to remain friends. We live in the same house still as roommates, which we basically have been doing for the last 3 years anyway. It works out for both of us to share living expenses.
So he has been telling me all this time that he loves me and wants to stay together. Begging me not to leave. He knows that I have feelings and am in love with someone else. But he wants me in his life. Then we break up and BAM! he is going on a date with someone a week later.
This woman is married, says she is unhappy and is leaving her husband but who knows when. I am just shocked that he moved on so quickly. I know I am with someone else but I wasn't telling him the last year that I still love him and wanted it to work. He was telling me that. It's just different. He even sent me emails stating the he lost the best thing he ever had the week we were breaking up and now its all about her. Strange how men can do that.
But anyway, that's the scoop right now.
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