A lesson learned for E4N
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Posted:Apr 10, 2014 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2014 5:03 am
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My week has been so trying this week, Q1 reports are due, budget forecast for the next quarter, trying to schedule next round of consultation and never ending conference calls... With bringing work home with me to work on in the evenings, there just didn't seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel and I don't deal with pressure very good...
That's actually the upside of my week...
I tried to keep smiling and even text a smile or 2 this week but on the down side, in my selfish, overthinking ways, I snapped at a good friend and that is not very fair, don't you think??
I know we all have bad days but seems like my shitty attitude has been off all week so I shook my head today and said ENOUGH E4N!!!
Keep looking ahead and keep your mind in the future, keep looking forward and you will be rewarded and happy you did...
Ok this is not a rant but more of a what's on this very tired mind tonight, I'm still smiling but I will bend over for anyone who wants to???
Give me a swift kick in the ass??? I knew what you were all thinking you bunch of dam pervs....
Sweet dreams to you also xx
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Will it ever fucking end??
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Posted:Apr 3, 2014 6:14 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2014 7:53 pm
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Winter Storm Warning for Northern Ontario
Heavy snow Friday and Friday night.
Snow heavy at times associated with a winter storm will move into Northeastern Ontario early Friday morning. Snowfall amounts of 25 to 30 cm can be expected by Saturday morning. Brisk northeasterly winds will also result in local blowing snow in exposed areas.
Motorists should consider avoiding travel overnight and Friday if possible. Driving conditions will quickly deteriorate and become hazardous due to very low visibility in areas of heavy snow and blowing snow, and accumulating snow on untreated roads.
An early April winter storm is developing over the central us this afternoon and will track northeast to reach the Upper Great Lakes
Must I fucking say more???
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Do you think??
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Posted:Mar 30, 2014 6:36 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2014 2:08 pm
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We are perfect strangers but we've been talking for quite a while, mostly getting to know each other but every once in awhile our conversations get hot learning each others likes and dislikes..
We finally make plans to meet and you were just as handsome and polite as I expected.. We decided ahead of time that you would spend the weekend with no pressure and we were both satisfied with that..
Went out and enjoyed a nice dinner and great conversation and go back to my room, we both change into our sleep wear, you a t-shirt, cotton pants, me a button up nightshirt.. We crawl into bed, turn on the TV but we both had a long day and doesn't take us long to relax and feel sleepy so you turn off the television and I can hear the even breathing so I know your almost asleep..
I reach up and touch your finger's and yours entwine with mine very easily, we both can feel the connection but your not making a move and now I want more... I turn my face to yours and kiss you which you happily except.. I'm scared but I want more, it's been so long since I had someone touch me.. You turn me over so I am now on the bottom and we never stop kissing when I feel your hand's starting to roam, first over my breasts very lightly, down my stomach and then you put your hand on my thigh and I know you can already feel the heat... You start rubbing my pussy through my panties and I'm already very wet, you can hear my breath coming harder and I want more...
You slide my panties aside and start rubbing my clit and I am trying to control myself but I know I am so close to cumming all over your hand.. You continue rubbing me very lightly and I'm thinking WTF am I doing?? Who does this with a stranger who I never met before and my mind is rolling, I'm thinking I have to stop this but it feels so fucking good... You slowly slide a finger in me and that does it, I knew it wouldn't take much and I know your hand is soaked....
Even though my mind is still screaming to stop this, I tell him I want more, I'm just to greedy not to experience more..
You position yourself between my legs and start rubbing the tip of your cock against my clit almost teasing me, I open my legs wider inviting you to enter and you oblige inch by inch and now I'm thinking this feels so good....
Do you think this is actually possible???
Have a fantastic night xx
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Priceless !!
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Posted:Mar 27, 2014 6:16 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2014 11:07 am
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I'm starting to think we are going to have winter forever here, another foot of snow fell today and I also have determined that my shovel got more of a work out then my magic wand
I decided to take a ride and stare at my boat and now I know its not winter blues, I am actually grieving, I need to get on the fucking lake soon!!
I haven't really been paying attention to flirts, hot lists and messages much lately, a couple of reasons is cause I am truly busy and for the ones I usually shoot a message back and forth with, please don't think I am ignoring cause that is not the case at all... The other reason is cause I seem to becoming the text queen and been paying more attention to my phone, seems like an easier way to communicate versus email and messages
But...
Had a few messages today and was surprised cause no one came right out and said "you wanna fuck tonight"?? Mind you I did get a giggle from one;
Hi im mike how ru today me and my buddy r in bed waiting for u
Does this sound enticing or what?? My reply;
If I'm not there in 10 minutes just go ahead and start without me
Dam I missed out again
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What fucking day is it anyway??
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Posted:Mar 25, 2014 6:00 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2014 3:37 pm
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Geeez I get home late from work and thinking YES it's Wednesday and I plan on enjoying a nice shower, some warm pj's, my warm fuzzy slippers and I'm going to perv, maybe even enjoy a little self luvin before I hit the sheets for a good nights sleep... Good intentions don't you think??
Get the shower in, get a few of my personal favorites out and ready, jump on line and think hmmmmm where's all the HNW pic's, is everyone sleeping around this place??
Then I come to the realization it's only TUESDAY!!
Sighs....
I have 2 cell phones with calendars, a computer at my desk with a calendar, a huge desk calendar, another hanging on my office wall and I don't have a clue I'm a day ahead, I knew the date today but was convinced it was Wednesday... The most disappointing thing in all this is I thought tomorrow was my last day
See it really doesn't take much to excite me
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OK enough!!
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Posted:Mar 24, 2014 6:33 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2014 5:32 pm
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You think I'm talking about sex?? Pfffft never enough of that
I want the snow and cold weather to go away!!
Ok dated on this March 24/14, I say NO to more cold, snowy weather and yes to a lot of sex in the near future hmmm well I do know one of those wishes will be coming true, which one do you think it is??
Things are finally awesome at my end, I feel good, I'm still on track to shedding excess pounds , I can finally say I only have one ass, very spankable ass by the way
Work is busy and telling from the nice raise and even nicer bonus I received I must be doing something right, not to mention I rewarded myself by purchasing a new vehicle to remind me of that I'm still doing it even after over 3 years of leaving my marriage, I'm still going strong and very proud of it...
I still lack some self confidence and yes still hard on myself at times but this is something I probably will always suffer from and am working on, I just need to remind myself more that I can do it and this point in my life, keeping my chin up and continuously smiling is the best medicine for me...
So Q1 of 2014??? Pretty dam good and I only anticipate Q2 will be even better...I'd rather regret the things I have done and the things I haven't done and I can promise I am far from done
Have a wonderful night xx
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Do you believe in karma??
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Posted:Mar 23, 2014 5:41 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2014 3:28 am
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So I'm back to work tomorrow doing 2 jobs, my old one and my current one and I don't know how I keep getting roped into these things cause I'm busy enough as it is
I've been asked if I believe in karma and I'm not really sure until something that has hit close to home has come back and bit someone right in the ass...
I do get upset about not so good experiences and people who I've experienced them with but at the end of the day, I don't wish any bad things happen to them, that just wouldn't be right.. Call me a better person?? I dunno really, maybe I'm just in a better place right now and that leaves me pretty content..
I still consider myself lucky cause I've chatted and met some awesome people here but of course a few of them were pure assholes but I call that experience and I still wish them luck in what ever they are up to..
Do I think people get what they deserve?? I know I didn't so why them??
No one is perfect, I know I'm not..
Have a great evening, E4N is out xx
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Spring my ass!!
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Posted:Mar 22, 2014 12:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2014 6:36 pm
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Yep I'm still here just haven't been signing on a heck of a lot lately cause I found something else to occupy my time
I know what your all thinking you bunch of pervs...
Anyway, woke up to another snow storm today and am I ever tired of it
Someone send me some sunshine please?? xxx
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Blowjobs on my mind again
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Posted:Mar 13, 2014 6:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2014 9:33 am
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I'm really not a big blow job kinda girl but I do enjoy them on occasion and its hard to forget when you really enjoy a good one, any kind of oral I guess, if its good then it takes a while to leave your subconscious right??
Especially when he's laying there relaxed and you just put your hand around it and you immediately hear him hold his breath and feel that little twitch in your hand, its almost a control thing...
When you slowly start stroking, getting a feel for every inch while trying to guess how much you can really take in..
Sighs....
When you feel his anticipation cause you know he wants your lips around it.... He almost feels grabbing your hair and guiding you but he doesn't want to over step or seem too dominating??
But...
Your just trying to hold back from just having a little taste, just a light lick to start, build up more anticipation...
Awe man....
I did say I do enjoy them right?? Can you blame me??
But not everyone qualifies, you have to earn it
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Go ahead & ask, I'm not feeling real fucking shy right about now
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Posted:Mar 12, 2014 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2014 6:09 pm
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Yep I'm doing it again, over thinking and I just can't seem to help myself... I always seem to notice the little things about people, mostly fantastic things which definitely keeps me intrigued and then a few flaws that annoy the shit out of me, oh and don't think I don't have flaws cause I got a heck of a lot of them...
Anyway, instead of focusing on the fantastic things, I am just too curious about the annoying things and instead of waiting to find a solution, my curious mind (my worst enemy BTW) just has to know.. Not always a great thing but I figure if I don't ask, maybe I will never know...
So....
As I'm reading a sweet, fellow bloggers post, I realize that if someone wants to know something then all you have to do is ask!!!
How much of my private life do I have left to reveal about myself on here? I mean, so much about me has been spilled on these pages I cannot believe there is much left to say -- good, bad, or otherwise.
So here is your chance to ask me a question. Tell me what you want to know about me. What is it you are oh so curious to find out. I promise to answer as honestly as I can, though I do reserve the right to plead the fifth.<<< I don't think this counts in Canada but I'm using it anyway
If you don't want the answer to your question to be public, let me know and I'll message it to you.
Thanks for the Whats xx
Big smooches from E4N xx
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Me & My Blowjobs
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Posted:Mar 10, 2014 7:27 pm
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2014 11:36 pm
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Ok I'm not really giving blow jobs but every once in awhile when I'm enjoying a little bit of self luvin, I do think hmmmmm if only
Hey a girl can wish can't she?
Anyway I finally made it home last night and had to drive my new car through a dam snow storm but I must admit the new whip passed the first northern test now lets see if it passes the second, the cold nights which are coming in the next few days....
My trip was really good but I do wish it lasted longer and even though I was technically working, it wasn't all work and I did enjoy some personal time...
While I'm thinking blow jobs, I thinking about a blog I posted a little while back, small dicks versus big ones and how I always worry about enjoying a big one orally cause I'm not really a deep throat kinda girl but now that I put some thought into it, I guess it all depends on what pace you set for yourself... Yep I'm an over thinker and I have convinced myself that big ones are not so bad after all
I guess I should have just showed you my boobs, oh ya I'm just weird like that, wouldn't you think???
Have a fantastic Monday xx
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I'm ready to come home
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Posted:Mar 3, 2014 6:04 pm
Last Updated:Mar 10, 2014 6:55 pm
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I'm still south and almost had enough of the traffic and way to many people, the only thing that is remotely close to feeling like I'm back home in the north is the cold, I never knew Toronto could get so bitterly cold
I had a fantastic weekend, watched my hockey team play all day Saturday and spent some time with a great friend and that makes this trip all worth it and not feel so much like work even though technically that's what I am here for... I won't elaborate about my time spent with my friend but lets just say it was better than I expected and to be honest I can't wait to spend more time getting to know him...
Now I get to put on my fake smile and tell people what they want to hear, I keep reminding myself I need the pay check but sometimes I wish, yep I do wish every once in awhile... I think I should check my lottery ticket, there is a small chance I can retire lol
Tonight I got out of a supper meeting early and bowed out of a few hospitality parties tonight so I can just curl up and relax, tomorrow is another day
Ok boring blog tonight and I absolutely have inspiration these days but I think I will be selfish and keep it to myself...
Have a fantastic Monday night and keep warm xx
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Wtf is going on??
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Posted:Feb 24, 2014 6:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2014 5:50 pm
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Just curious cause I don't seem to be blogging a heck of a lot lately and not even commenting on much either hmmmm yep I suck
Been busy planning my upcoming trip and of course I never plan anything easy...Even if I plan sex, that can't be fucking easy either!!
I'm off to the south for my annual hockey tournament I sponsor every year and decided its time to trade in my black beauty for a newer SUV so what went from a nice, take my time, traveling kinda day went to a hurry up, get the truck detailed, book a vacation day and now rush like there's no tomorrow kinda week.. I do it to myself every time...
So I leave Wednesday night, drive to the city so I can have my truck at the detailer for 7am, wonder around till 1pm until I get my truck back, drive another 5 hours to Toronto and check in... Get back up early the next morning so I can drive another 100km through morning rush hour traffic to the dealership, pick up my new SUV and drive back another 100km so I can spend a wonderful afternoon with all the stiffs at Corporate...Up and at em for the tournament for 8am Saturday all day and then a conference which starts Sunday at 8:30am and runs through till Wednesday...I'm really feeling lucky now...
But...
I do get to meet a great friend of mine for a awesome dinner date and great conversation so I'm thinking this rushed trip is all worth it now and I am truly looking forward to it, now that's easy
Have a great evening xx
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