Holy heck Batman!!
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Posted:Nov 29, 2012 4:58 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2012 9:13 pm
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She's got a case of the Fuck-its!
I totally didn't feel like doing SHIT today. Ugh... I hate when I get this way.
I did, however, get my 's Christmas present from the UPS guy this afternoon.
Woo Hoo!!!
I'm one step closer to becoming my old self again. I can't wait to see his face when he opens it up at Christmas. It feels good to have something to look forward to, for a change.
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Creep Factor: Level 10
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Posted:Nov 28, 2012 1:51 pm
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2012 4:50 pm
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Came home from work today and discovered giant footprints in the snow.
The footprints did not go up the stairs and to the door.
The footprints did, however, walk around the house, stopping at my bedroom window. They also walked around the front of the house stopping at the roommates window, as well.
I have no idea what to think of this.
I'm going to be pissed if I'm being stalked.
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No, those aren't tears of joy.
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Posted:Nov 27, 2012 4:28 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2012 1:41 pm
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I'm nearly asphyxiated from smoke inhalation.
My Thanksgiving was a complete bust.
Can lids in the green bean casserole.... Upside down turkeys..... Pill popping parents who do nothing but make you feel like shit......
Are holidays supposed to be like this??
The roommate decided to cook the majority of our Thanksgiving dinner.
It was a complete nightmare.
For starters, she put the turkey in the roaster pan upside down. To top it off? She left the organs inside the turkey. If that weren't bad enough, it was discovered, after digging into the green bean casserole, that she had neglected to throw the can lids away and they had somehow made it into the casserole. Thankfully the smoke billowing from the spilled food on the bottom of the oven was able to take my mind off of how pissed I was at the whole situation.
Who does this stuff??
Ack!!
Because it was a holiday, I had all three at the house, and in a moment of sheer insanity, I had invited my mother to be there as well. The roommate stormed around the house like she was pissed off at the world. I had no idea what to make of it. Was she pissed at me? Was she pissed because her own weren't there? Was she pissed because I invited my family?
I ended up trying to pretend I wasn't bothered, but it was completely embarrassing to me.
The only good part to the holiday was being abel to escape for the weekend.
A weekend where I would have been stuck watching her !!!
I didn't even have my own , why on earth would I want to spend the weekend watching hers? Especially after her Thanksgiving episode.
I couldn't help but smile inwardly when she told me she called in to work all weekend. It feels pretty good to have that shoe on the other foot, for a change.
It was at that moment that I realized, I really kind of hate my roommate.
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My is sick.... Again.
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Posted:Nov 18, 2012 5:19 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2012 2:31 pm
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I took her to the walk in clinic today because I just couldn't get her breathing under control this time.
Prognosis? Pneumonia.
She has pneumonia, AGAIN. This makes the third she's had pneumonia since she was 2 years old.
It couldn't have happened at a worse time.
Tomorrow is her birthday, Tuesday is my middle 's birthday, and today was the day I was going to celebrate and do fun stuff with them. Instead, I spent the day at the ER getting chest x-rays and listening to nebulizer machines pump medicine into her lungs.
Can you think of a better way to spend a birthday celebration??
I feel depressed that I couldn't give my a better birthday celebration. I only get to see him 4 days out of the month as it is.... Why do they have to be spent doing shit like this?
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Hello Kettle?
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Posted:Nov 16, 2012 10:39 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2012 5:04 pm
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This is pot.... You're black.
The roommate is putting together her own little redneck sting operation to find out if her boyfriend is cheating on her. I've heard nothing but proposed plans and reasons why she needs to 'get to the bottom of this'.
Mind you, this is the woman who is currently participating in her own clandestine affair with a married member of the upper management where she's employed.
I can see this do nothing but get ugly, QUICKLY!
For starters, if you're participating in an affair of your own, what right do you have to expect complete faithfulness out of your partner?
Self destruction is imminent, but I'm certain when it does happen, I'll be hearing for days about how she didn't see it coming.
As for me, I feel as though I'm finally on the right path for me.
It's been a TOUGH road, one that I haven't traveled well, perhaps penance? Atonement for my years of living the secret, alter life?
I still feel compelled to do those secret, alter life activities... And no, I'm not talking whips and chains. I feel compelled to have intense sexual relationships that leave me drained of energy and spent in my lover's arms.
The difference?
Being able to stay all night without fear. Being able to pick up the phone and call whenever the mood strikes. Being able to leave a mark, just because.
With married men these are not options, therein lies my difference.
As time goes by, though, I'm seeing something within myself that is scaring me a little. I'm having a hard time putting myself back 'out' there. My true self, my thoughts and feelings. I can feel myself withdraw at times, uncontrollable by me, I feel as though I have to protect myself. Sadly, I think this may be aftermath of [jerk]. Nobody will ever know just how badly that crushed me inside.
I don't know if it was because I was still falling out of love with a married man, or because for the first time in years I was with someone who I was allowed to be with, but it truly hurt like hell.
I feel a little sorry for the man who chooses to be with me. Hopefully he will be able to overlook all this stuff until I can piece myself back together.
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Want to sharpen your senses?
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Posted:Nov 15, 2012 9:38 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2012 4:45 pm
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Wake up to a midnight puke fest.
Does the trick.... Every time!
Woke up just now to the sound of my puking all over the floor next to my bed.
I'm thoroughly disgusted.
Because I'm a mom who loves her , I'm now up in the middle of the night washing my clothing and bedding cause I pulled her little puke covered body in bed with me to hug away her tears.
She, on the other hand, is sleeping soundly in a fresh pair of jammies on a nice, clean bed.
I'm not certain, but I definitely think I got the short end of the stick on this one.
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Lost Sanity
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Posted:Nov 15, 2012 12:04 am
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2012 4:49 pm
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If found, please return to lonely_girl1974.
Came home for work today and was totally overwhelmed by the smell of natural gas as I stepped through the door.
"What is that smell??" Immediately I turned to the roommate and inquired what was going on.
"What smell?" She looked at me like I was on crack.
"Something isn't right, can't you smell that??" I was urgently taking my boots off at the door, trying to get inside, and find out where in the hell the gas smell was coming from.
"Oh....." she says, and heads to the stove. "I made myself something to eat earlier." She gets there and discovers, the burner is on, but nothing is lit.
Gas is steadily escaping into the place.
I literally wanted to kill her.
"You could have blown the place up! Holy shit! I can't believe you didn't smell that???"
The burner had been like that for a few HOURS!
Now I find that I can't sleep and a million and one things are traveling through my mind.
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If you have to start a conversation with the phrase...
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Posted:Nov 6, 2012 2:47 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2012 2:40 pm
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"I'm not trying to be confrontational or anything...."
Expect to be confronted.
Like I do most mornings, I dropped my off at school today. Because we were parked so far from the building, I chose to walk her to the door, just in case.
Like most mornings, as well, several other vehicles were already parked in front of the school, occupants of their vehicles nowhere to be seen. Probably like me, they had chosen to walk their to their classrooms as well.
I was rounding the front of my car when a woman in a green SUV slows to a stop next to my car. Looking up, I see the passenger side window of her vehicle lowering and she is leaning toward the window.
"I'm not trying to be confrontational or anything, but when you guys do this, you throw the whole flow of things off."
I stood there in disbelief. Flow of things??? What flow?? I was parked next to the building, minding my own business, perhaps I should have been parked in the middle of the driveway completely STOPPING the flow of traffic to bitch someone out.
I shot her a dirty look. I was perfectly prepared to be confrontational enough for the both of us.
"Perhaps you need to notify the entire LINE of cars here." In an exaggerated swoop, I motioned to all 8 or 9 cars that were parked in front and behind me. "You may want to notify [principal] as well, considering I was just standing there," another exaggerated hand gesture, "talking with him."
Self-righteous bitch.
Most likely embarrassed because the whole 'non confrontation' didn't go as she'd thought it would, she sped off out of the parking lot and down the road.
Who is she to feel it is ok to single out one person in an entire group and force her opinion on them? Who is she to make it a point that she has been inconvenienced when she is in the process of inconveniencing many others? Who is she to not think it's tacky and low class to speed out of an elementary school parkin lot?
She is the goody-two-shoes, PTO soccor mom who thinks she owns the world.
This post is dedicated to you.
It's the single, working mothers who somehow manage to run a household, car pool their , and fit in a career who own the world.
Don't forget it!!
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How broke am I?
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Posted:Nov 5, 2012 1:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2012 4:45 pm
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I opened my wallet today and moths flew out.
Literally....
I have no idea how it got there, but, there it was. A little white moth living life on the edge, apparently.
It felt good to laugh about it for a change.
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The one thing every man should know about me?
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Posted:Nov 4, 2012 1:03 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 8:17 am
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I can't make fudge to save my life.
Attempted to make peanutbutter fudge today... It is quite possibly the most disgusting thing I've ever done on purpose in my life.
I could market it as a new exfoliating scrub, though. Grainy, sludgy consistency with just enough peanutbutter to lend it 'smell good' appeal....
My product could be the next best thing since Oil of Olay.
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Three Things I Learned About Myself on Halloween
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Posted:Nov 1, 2012 3:26 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2012 3:25 am
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1. I'm not equipped to spend holidays by myself, even Halloween. All of those old feelings of insecurity and depression rise right up to the surface the minute I see happy families and jovial all around me. I tried like hell to put on a happy face, but the fact that I had been crying earlier gave it all away. The weather was cold and rainy, my was tired and cranky, I just wanted to stay home and shut out life altogether.....
2. I'm scared. I'm terrified that I'll never be able to make my life any better than it is. It scares the shit out of me to think that I may struggle, like I'm struggling right now, for the rest of my life. It scares me most that I don't see an end in sight.
3. I am full of hatred. I've always been able to put on a good front, and not let people know how I really feel.... But there is a lot that I hate about the world. I hate the fact that the sister to my ex-husband's girlfriend is the classroom aid in my 's classroom. Isn't it enough that I have to deal with the ex and his woman all the time? I have to deal with her family every day too?? I hate snow. I live in the wrong part of the country, I know, but I have no choice in the matter now. I can't leave my , my ex won't let me take them anywhere else, so I'm stuck. I hate myself for being unable to snap out of this depression. I can't change things, everything is entirely out of my control, but I can't seem to stop myself from being angry for not being able to. Most of all, I hate the fact that, for an entire lifetime, I've always put others before myself, because that was how I was raised to be.
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Three Things I Learned About Myself on Halloween
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Posted:Nov 1, 2012 3:25 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 8:17 am
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1. I'm not equipped to spend holidays by myself, even Halloween. All of those old feelings of insecurity and depression rise right up to the surface the minute I see happy families and jovial all around me. I tried like hell to put on a happy face, but the fact that I had been crying earlier gave it all away. The weather was cold and rainy, my was tired and cranky, I just wanted to stay home and shut out life altogether.....
2. I'm scared. I'm terrified that I'll never be able to make my life any better than it is. It scares the shit out of me to think that I may struggle, like I'm struggling right now, for the rest of my life. It scares me most that I don't see an end in sight.
3. I am full of hatred. I've always been able to put on a good front, and not let people know how I really feel.... But there is a lot that I hate about the world. I hate the fact that the sister to my ex-husband's girlfriend is the classroom aid in my 's classroom. Isn't it enough that I have to deal with the ex and his woman all the time? I have to deal with her family every day too?? I hate snow. I live in the wrong part of the country, I know, but I have no choice in the matter now. I can't leave my , my ex won't let me take them anywhere else, so I'm stuck. I hate myself for being unable to snap out of this depression. I can't change things, everything is entirely out of my control, but I can't seem to stop myself from being angry for not being able to. Most of all, I hate the fact that, for an entire lifetime, I've always put others before myself, because that was how I was raised to be.
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I have a cold. :(
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Posted:Oct 21, 2012 7:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2012 3:22 pm
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Totally feel like shit and I had to work tonight.
I'm actually pretty pissed at the roommate too. It's hard to lie to someone who knows all your 'tells'. From the moment we moved into this place I've been stuck watching her on the weekends she has them because she's working.
The one night I need her to watch my , she claims to be 'on call' at the bar where she is working.
'On call'???
Yeah, whatever. I knew instantly she was fucking lying. She's used that excuse before on other people and then totally bragged to me about it. And, what the fuck kind of bar has 'on call' employees???
This was the last weekend I watch her fucking brats.
I'm not going to say a word to her about it. I had to drag my home in the middle of the night on a school night when she should have been home sleeping.
I'm going to switch the weekend I have my too. I can't even hang out in my room with them without her coming in. It just totally pisses me off.
Grrrr.......
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