Adapting To Circumstances
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Posted:Jul 14, 2017 6:49 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2017 7:00 am
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We all end up having to do that and to the best of our abilities.
I get so damn frustrated at times when people seem to think that since I have come home, that I will just OBVIOUSLY undertake everything - and they seem to forget I have 2 teenagers who need education and for that I need money and I need to work.
Anyways I have long realised that arguing with people who have set notions of what should be while being illogical in its executions is a useless exercise. Best do what I can when I can and when it's all too much just say so.
Or better yet - the next time some 'well meaning' person says thank God you're back to take care of the parents full time, am going to give them my bank account number and a $ value they are to bank in every month so I can ALSO take care of my girls and myself.
Ya know what I mean? So we adapt to the idiosyncrasies of society and its perceived right to decide how one should lead their life from how you stop living to how you should be living ... you can ALWAYS trust society to decide for you.
Adapting to Circumstances should be a subject mandatory because somehow or other it will be VERY much a part of your life especially adult life when people get to tell you how to live it based on their views not based on your needs or situations.
**chuckling at least I still can laugh at how silly this all seems**
Be well and prosper!
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Aaaaaah the Inefficiency
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Posted:Jul 8, 2017 10:38 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2017 5:47 pm
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Of everything in my country takes on new meaning when it's personal.
Am sitting here Day 4 with my 77 yr old bedridden dad waiting for a procedure to take place.
In the mean time this diabetic legless old man continues to suffer pain from the infected wounds and is being fasted yet again for an OT opening nobody can tell me for certain will happen.
The man can't even speak anymore from being weak and in pain. Can I whack the crap outta somebody please?
In the mean time in jaunts some young dude with gout and he is already queued ... I think it warrants violence from me coz not only is he before my dad after just coming in ... he has the worst manners ever blasting some rubbish off his phone. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Breathe phoenix breathe .... and I start my new job tomorrow. .. nothing prepared ... *facepalm*
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And The Rollercoster Goes On
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Posted:Jul 5, 2017 7:26 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 12:6 am
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unperturbed by the fact that for a brief moment I felt like things were settling down - ahahahahahahhahaahha NOPE
1 day after their 47th wedding anniversary, took mom for her Parkinson's check up while dad was taken for a checkup on his pressure sores and amputation by the maid. Came back home to dad being yet again admitted and being set up for more procedures to combat the pressure sores refusal to heal. The amputation most recently has healed well. The amputation that was done in 2011 seems to be acting up and he's in pain.
I was trying to get my paperwork for the job done so they can issue my contract and offer - got that out of the way i hope with printer issues I didn't think could possibly exist in this day and age - ink cartridge refusing to work also it's the same one just regional different numbers *** AAARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ***
And trying to find a school for the younger to enroll in within my tiny budget while juggling the costs of the elder 's A-levels enrollment as well.
So it seems tomorrow morning, it's back to hospital rotation duty between the maid and me till all this is done - and so all my other work is now at a standstill. Siblings have decided, since I have nothing better going on like - no life in their viewpoint - I have to take on the roll of stretched village idiot again.
I am not complaining. It's my dad and he's unwell. Not even sure if he'll make it to next year - he seems to be in pain, depression and losing his will to live. He was an active handsome man my dad - and I can empathise with him.
It seems my rollercoster riding days are not quite over even with the move back. And I feel at a loss to figure out
I did this for 8 yrs before I left for abroad. And it seems everyone was just waiting for me to come home to hand it over coz hey everyone else has lives, my and me - we ask too much in trying to live ours out quietly and rebuild from the chaos we've returned from.
Sometimes perhaps I come here to just forget for a brief moment, why I often feel more alien amongst my blood than I do with aliens and strangers.
Perhaps that's why I try to show empathy to even the strangest people, because I try to think perhaps they too are escaping for a brief moment all the pressures of the real world and trying to find their happy amongst strangers who cannot judge them.
Perhaps in some strange way, we're all members of the same tribe - maybe not. I think too much.
One thing is certain though - I can have travelled the world, impressed strangers with my intelligence and kindness but to my own blood, I merely the village idiot, forever the fool, forever the failure ... and they thrown that blanket over my too for being mine.
I guess somethings no matter how much time and distance you put between never change - and I don't have the energy to fight these views of me. I think I have come into my own over the last 7 years away and now just let people think what they think and stay calm.
God Bless all of you even as you struggle - remember, each of us fight different battles and demons each day to just stay a step ahead with sanity and a little happy in our hearts - simple pleasures.
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Big Changes
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Posted:Jul 4, 2017 9:08 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2017 6:52 am
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Since my last post, I made a few big decisions.
1. Since jobs in Dubai were well never materialising and exams ended wt school year in June we opted to leave Dubai and try my luck at home and dad also had had his other leg amputated and was very weak ... felt God was saying go home.
2. 10days to the end of June I chanced upon an opening in Malaysia that was perfect for me ... reached out, sent cv, had phone interview and asked to come in when I was in Malaysia
3. Confirmed I got the job the day after I arrived home with 9 luggage bags and 7 boxes shipped ... all 7yrs into that space a total of 370kg
4. Pretty good offer considering Malaysian job market and feeling blessed and relieved ... can get down to settling my debts now slowly.
5. Busy looking to set up 'home' with my girls in a rented space, get me a set of wheels to scoot around and settle them back into school.
Am feeling recharged and empowered again. So all who follow my blog thank you for the words of encouragement when I was at my darkest and lowest. Godwilling the worst is over.
God bless ... be kind always
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Looking for the Lost Muse
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Posted:May 24, 2017 9:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 12:6 am
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It's been nearly 2 years since I went home on vacation.
That's my recharge time - to meet my childhood friends and be reminded of a time when things weren't as complicated as they are now.
How did it all happen to get to this point?
A cross examination of the facts is probably a necessity but I shall refrain from doing it here - have in the past vented and been subjected to quite a few abusive mails from complete strangers who think they must add salt to open wounds - anyhow ... moving right along.
The muse am referring to is my inspiration to write.
I used to write so often.
Growing up, I wrote daily long pieces in my journal about my day my experiences my feelings up and downs joys and sadness
Writing poetry came easily too
These days pen in hand or fingers to keyboard I cannot even find the first word to set me off
Poetry used to roll off my mind within 5 minutes of the first word I wrote - even with not particular narrative in mind just a word I'd set off on an imagery rich ride for anyone who cared to read.
These days that inner muse or voice seems to either be on a long sabbatical or perhaps I have accidentally killed it with so much negativity in the past months as I struggled to make sense of my unemployed broke state of affairs.
I cannot even write about my pain. Afraid that again I will be judged as a failure when I have done my best within my capacity to be a good mom and example to my daughters.
I've made choices, some people call them sacrifices and some were good choices some were bad choices. But I have never come away with no lesson learnt. It's always been a steep learning curve for me. And at the bottom looking up or midway point I always come away with a lesson for the future.
So for now am looking for my muse maybe even my inner mojo ... a balance of who I am in this point of time and how will I move forward.
Life is about taking in everything keeping the good lessons, learning to not repeat from the bad and moving forward.
So may I find this muse/mojo again ... soon.
Tis almost my weekend ... have fun ya'll
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Expected Reaction
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Posted:May 7, 2017 12:19 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2017 8:37 pm
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When you turn an Indian down ... you CAN always expect him to turn the story around ...
I should have saved the 2 previous emails he sent and my replies. I delete mails of people I politely say not interested. And I like to think they get it and will just move on - he's GOLD he must have read my profile yes? Guess NOT.
I just gotta laugh ... and you wonder why the South Asian man is so reviled on social media - he forgets he can't always be uncouth and bully women into submission just coz he was born with a dick.
Tut tut tut ...
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Musings on Friday
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Posted:May 5, 2017 12:01 am
Last Updated:May 5, 2017 12:06 am
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Boy who posted on FB minutes before jumping to his death due to cyberbullying.
Boy who was forced to ingest poison by bullies and died.
And here's my thoughts about bullies - they are
1. only good in numbers alone they are fragile confidence lacking twats
2. lacking in their family lives at some level or subject to bullying or abuse that this is their vent
How do we stop this kind of cyberbullying and just bullying in general?
1. As parents you ARE yes no 2 ways about it responsible for the outcome of your . Don't make excuses for bad behaviour. Don't encourage it. Don't turn a blind eye saying will be - hell no unchecked become bullies
2. If you're a in an abusive environment find your safe adult and confide in them. Solve your problems first. Don't be the cause of someone else's problems that leads to their end of life
3. If you're a friend of someone who bullies or being bullied - speak up. Yes I KNOW snitches get stitches but stitches heal, death you're not coming back to life.
Be vigilant. Be accessible. Be there for those who need you.
I am greatly distressed by the things I read. And bullying is not just at schools, but by organizations, even governments ... power is a dangerous thing, unchecked it feeds off your ego and fuels for some irrational outcomes towards those it deems are weaker and submissive.
Life is precious, we have but one to live, live it wisely.
The above was a rant I posted elsewhere on social media. But why am I sharing it here?
One of the most prevalent things I have found for myself being here is the amount of cyberbullying I experience for myself on this site.
Sapio-demisexual is how I classify myself - that's due to my own preferences and choices from experiences - its not a bad thing to be discerning nor cautious nor aloof on who I might feel I want to interact with.
In general I share a laugh with anyone. The really idiotic comments I get when on cam with only my very clothed face and toothy grin can really test my limits of patience and sanity but it's the nice messages that I brightened someone's day/night by my laughter, singing or smile is what keeps me sharing my cam with people.
And then while I was reading something the other day, I realised something about the inherent nature of some people. They read into what you write and the lecture you that your attitude sucks - without knowing anything about you or your challenges - ok it's the internet you can say whatever I know myself better.
Then the same people will when you're just having a good time still make it a point to find some fault - either mock you for how you see yourself or how you project yourself or how they perceive you to be.
At the core level - they just cannot seem to be satisfied with how you're facing your life ups or downs they must somehow find some fault with it. Thankfully I guess am a little stronger because my life journey has been a lot of rollercoaster rides and bad falls and bruises but I get up and I move forward.
I know some of my posts here were very resigned. It was a dark point in my life a point to be honest, for the first time ever I considered suicide - not just suicide but also that of killing my 2 amazing so that they'd not have to face the mocking ridicule and more bullying if I were to end my life.
Through everything I have been thru to date - this is the first time I reached that darkest point. And there were people that egged me on to end my life - yes there were - because on such a site, you expect to find these sort of inherently unhappy people.
A couple of weeks ago I actually sat my daughters down and I told them of this horrible thing I'd considered. I apologised to them for being selfish. That I'd discounted the worth of their lives because I'd messed up.
Once again, I was reminded how truly blessed I am they are mine. We sat down. We cried, we hugged, we talked, I promised them I'd never think like that again and NO I would not ever consider suicide as an option.
Why? Because I wanted them to be aware that at that low point, I was susceptible to being dangerous to them and that they should not be afraid to get help from outside if they felt threatened by my mental state.
I also have started being conscious about making time to talk to God/Universe ... to ask for help to forgive those who have hurt me through my life, to bless them abundantly and to find it somewhere in my heart to be able to love them inspite of the past. And there's a weight lifting, a calmness a sense of balance even in the chaos that surrounds my present.
And you know, even the people who say all those things to me here - I dunno your faces or your names ... just your strange handles, I ask that you be blessed and find love and forgiveness from others as well.
From me a couple of things come to mind, 'forgive my trespasses as I forgive those who trespassed against me' and 'Father forgive them for they know not what they do' and 'may he without sin cast the first stone' ... I am but a fallen individual, but I know enough not to cause pain to others.
You are welcome to continue what you do best. And I will continue to do what I know best - to be me ... imperfect to the core but me.
Enjoy your weekend ya'll ... with love.
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Respectable Cam
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Posted:May 1, 2017 3:32 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2017 11:31 pm
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*chuckling*
So lately when I get on and I am on the laptop and cam up ... I will get quite a few viewers ...
Some are people who have known me a while - so they come knowing the rules.
Some are people who just started to follow me on cam - why I dunno but they probably have nothing better to do ...
Some probably have the potential to become offline friends that may be transient or last a lifetime.
So what's the Respectable Cam about?
1. I have my clothes on
2. I don't lose them at any point of my time on cam - so telling, ordering, begging for clothes to be lost or tits to be shown or other more private parts to be an OB & GYN lesson is NOT happening - so don't ask over and over again.
3. I play a lot of my own karaoke recordings - tad narcissistic I know but I like hearing my good songs ... and you hear it too
4. I have some witty ass retorts for Qs and conversation is peppered with my exclamations, my chuckles and my gap toothy smile.
You're welcome to come share a laugh or joke on the Respectable Cam and be part of the Phoenix Menagerie of Men ... I apparently have a fan club 
Come by say hellooooo but I am not in a circus so I don't sit stand roll over or bark at command and MOST IMPORTANTLY - I do NOT want any dick pics - I rather see a face to know who is talking to me ... and if you do cross my patience limit - I like the Banish button 
Have fun ya'll ....
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The World At Large
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Posted:Apr 23, 2017 4:42 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 12:6 am
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Hello people.
In the past week some of you have fortunately or unfortunately caught my cam - where you hear some music playing - that's me singing solo or duets and you see me smile, laugh and maybe respond to strange requests with typically dorky quirky responses.
My cam yesterday illicited a comment that I might be making the site respectable by remaining dressed and staying off giving Anatomy 101 with servings of OBGYN visuals.
Like I always say it takes all kinds of people to make life interesting.
To those of you who have taken the time to chat and joke along ... and made me laugh and smile - Thank You - you have no idea how you've helped.
To those of you who have taken time to drop me messages saying you find me real/genuine and that you enjoyed my cam - thank you ... am glad in some small way, I made you smile too.
With the last 8months a lot of negative energy and mental state has plagued me. I got to such a low point, ending not just my life but my 2 amazing daughters possessed me for a few days - the root of this really something as ridiculous as money the lack thereof.
But I also always say, I am blessed by the love of so many people from all corners of the world who take time to send me their good wishes and positive vibes, people who have given or loaned me money to keep going inspite of everything.
Fact nothing has changed - still job hunting. But lately I am really trying VERY hard to find my balance with the Universe and God that I want to give thanks for the experiences good or bad that I am going through.
Perhaps I am still being shaped and molded into the person I am meant to be. And in doing so this journey is opening me up to so many other people - each with their own stories.
And I realise, and am now really working this self doubt and culling my demons - I owe myself happiness - in whatever form that comes to me I shall welcome it and be grateful for it.
Keep sending me your good wishes - and I shall keep thanking the Universe for the unseen wellwishers who give me strength in my darkness.
God Bless and the Phoenix is on yet another rebirth ... we can only get better yes? 
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Am Still Alive ... Barely ...
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Posted:Mar 17, 2017 12:41 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 12:6 am
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Well if you been wondering what's happened to me - am alive.
Surviving on the good will and kindness of people.
Still jobless and apparently no signs of getting anything.
But I gotta figure this out somehow and grab my life back - its spiralling.
Tried applying for jobs back home in Malaysia - nada zilch zero
Applied over 600 jobs here - 3 interviews in 7mths, rest no sound - you dunno what's happening.
And then some other people are getting jobs like out today picked up tomorrow - and am like WTF?
If I hear another
1. hang in there it will turn over soon
2. you have an amazing CV and experience - matter of time
3. you're a strong woman you will overcome
I might just kill someone ... strong to the point of broken, hanging in there till hanging myself sounds like the only solution and my great CV and experience says am too fucking old to hire apparently ...
So ya ... am alive! Caustic as ever and battling my depression and trying to keep my daughters from falling into depression too seeing me struggle so much. By the way when I do get a job that pays enough to survive - BREAD is banned in my household - we've only eaten that in the last 3mths ... sliced tasteless white bread with some spread or tuna - and my unchecked thyroid has me nicely ballooned up so this bread ain't no weight loss program.
Throw a prayer out there for me - can't hurt eh?
Have a good weekend ya'll and be grateful for the little things in life I guess.
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Yet Another Hack
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Posted:Nov 15, 2016 2:30 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2016 5:58 pm
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Ironic? ... naaah expected even.
Checked online if my details have any record of being pawned .. there's a few sites you can use to check. 2 instances in the past from other social media networking platforms but thankfully not from the repeat hacks here. Nothing worthwhile from my account unless my rants are of some value.
**chuckling**
However the quality of the site deteriorates further. Data Security must not be a big thing with whoever runs this given how 15 million deleted profiles weren't.
Anyhows .. the risqué and risks of being on such a site. Being a single I don't really care about what people think I do or don't do. Irrelevant! Because judgemental folks will anyways have an opinion rightly or wrongly so ... not skin off my nose you know.
Enjoy the rest of the week. Am excited about some planned activities in the coming weeks. While struggling with depression trying to see the positives in this trying point in my life.
Just a job offer in my Christmas stocking ... nothing else required.
Or if all else fails a decent happily ever after ... see job offer easier to fulfill.
**chuckling**
Be well ya'll ... stay safe.
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40+ Days till 2017 ... A Contemplation
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Posted:Nov 13, 2016 2:58 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 12:6 am
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So I have entered my 3rd month unemployed after an unceremonious layoff from a job I took because it meant my could go to school, I could pay bills and squeeze the odd treat.
All that came to a crash end mid August. The countless applications sent. Countless calls to friends colleagues to no avail. A single mom of 45 isn't worth hiring.
I guess my will be fed air and education isn't important cause we live in a world where women are still just objects ... not real people. Some of us actually carried gave birth and raised these mysogynists.
2016 is a year I would wish on anyone. Not even my haters.
It's been a lot of struggles in my life. Low salaries but I managed these 3 months no money down to 1 meal a day mostly simple sandwiches my heart breaks for my daughters. Their talents and academic excellence all coming to a grinding halt becoz I CANNOT find anyone who is willing to hire me in this sandpit of window dressing and make believe.
I haven't slept in weeks. I try to keep a semblance of routine but I am manically insomniac. I sleep between 8am to noon waking up lethargic and more depressed. My health is deteriorating without money to afford even my medical appointments or medication ... becoz what little there's left I try to make meals for the girls. Even if I drop dead, my come first.
Recruitment agencies took money delivered nothing. Or call you up ask you questions and then tell you
A. Too old over 40
B. Wrong gender
C. Wrong passport
Why the fuck waste my time you had these details already ... bastardd half my age telling me I'm not the right fit not based off my experience or exposure but point A throufh C.
So with 40 plus day to the new year at 0233 I am wide awake with panic and anxiety from no more options to try and wondering have I missed an obvious untapped possibility to save this sinking dream. I have not struggled 14yrs to fail. Maybe hunger is keeping me awake ... water can fill you up only so much for so long ... running a list of what we have left to create food from for the girls.
An abject sense of isolation and realization that putting the whole world ahead of you means nothing. When you need a hand all you see are backs turned.
And so I try to grapple with disappointment and mild depression trying to keep chin up be strong stay positive not create anxiety in my as I wade through these uncertainties. In the process I have stopped believing in myself that I can recover from this upset. The longest I have been unemployed in a land that is unforgiving if you have no money to woo it.
2017 seems almost unreal in my mind ... the world has ceased to exist because I have ceased to exist for the world.
And then a friend sends me a song U2 -Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own and says remember somebody cares for you. This a message of hope from an alcoholic, psychiatric drugged wasted mind whose bursts of clarity anuses me and scares me simultaneously.
"These words are you. Give others a chance to help you make it better. " He says 1 vodka bottle later with a handful of pills ingested. Does one listen to the words of a lucid madman or allow the world's perception of you being nothing more than a failure define this struggle.
I might need his pills and a bottle of vodka in hope that some lucidity and unfaltering hope possesses me. "Believe in you. Believe in your talents and experience" he says and those words are like daggers through my heart .... I realise I have lost my way and I need to find the trail again.
Will I be able to survive 2016 and turn this difficult time into an amazing unstoppable 2017? I know must .. for my and mostly for my own sense of being. A recent quote comes to mind "be still and know" I need to be still and allow the universe to lead me forward and believe dammit in my less than perfect self.
Send me positive vibes ... I need every one trust me.
Thank you ... be kind and humble
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The Thesis of Don'ts No One Reads
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Posted:Oct 11, 2016 1:49 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 12:6 am
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In summary if your brain cannot handle too many words
1. I do not meet to play
2. I do not undress on cam
3. I do not phone sex
Updated 20 May 2016
Please my profile was not written in jest. I am really not looking for anything here.
Analysing my words and then telling me I really want to get laid isn't going to change my stand point.
If you talk sense and accept that my choices are mine I am not imposing them on you. They work for me because I chose them. You are free to your own opinion but it won't change my choices.
Peace and be kind to each other.
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Updated 18 Jan 2016
I am a demisexual sapiosexual ... story tellers please save yourself and me from unnecessary interaction. Let me explain a bit more.
If I let you into my pants it was I LET YOU because I felt something enough to desire that with you. And it probably took you a long time to get there.
If I met you and we immediately got jiggy with it ... you know as well as I do we have never ever spoken again. It was sex and that was all we don't even remember it after its over.
Its a curse being me. To want repeat anytime all the time sex with just ONE man I care about. Usually I care, and I am just an option in his menu. I have been there before and I give the sex but not as wholeheartedly as I would if I was hos ONLY ONE.
So if you're going pornstar and I talk about anything but sex through it, you ought to know that I know your stories are just stories and my heart is breaking and I want to leave and never comeback
If you survived that and still have some comprehension skills left - you may proceed at your own risk
Coffee, Conversation and zero benefits - WTF am I here, well becoz I can be? It's the internet after all
I work on the concept of +/- 8yrs to my current age ... because
(1) cradle snatching is a felony and I don't run a daycare or juvenile center
(2) I love older folks you can learn so much from them ... just it kind starts to sound like a pedophile on the prowl when older men start talking dirty - TURN OFF MAJOR MUCH!
Finally understood myself - am not all that weird am just a demisexual - if you haven't heard of it there's something called google - get yourself acquainted with the term
Essentially it means nobody gets into my pants, unless I want them to ... so don't waste your time trying to convince me otherwise - I am usually only ever mildly amused and I love the [BLOCK] function ...
IF you're tired of fucking your brains out wt random strangers, and could do with some intelligent conversation - the Dr's in the house otherwise shuffle along.
You'd be surprised how often I've met people on here who really just want to talk, the sex site removes the tete-a-tete you have on other social media platforms - to the crux of the matter at hand yo ... no time wasting here!
My Ideal Person Intelligence, Empathy, Kindness and Honesty - fakes bore me, wannabe porn stars bore me, penis pride bores me, if your vocab consists of show me your tits and bits bores me.
Always a Curious George, people with grey matter between their ears - always a big turn on
I wonder if there's an increase in deterring factor if I said I was looking for a decent man to make my husband ...
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